http://by137.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] by137.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomhighdorms2007-08-20 04:33 pm

The Roof; Early Monday Evening.

Ahh, yes, the roof. Excellent place to paint; even better place to think and try to work things out for A.J. It was always where he went at Empire, after all, and, while there wasn't a big neon sign to tinker with, there was an excellent view. Last night had ended...pretty well, and Superhero class was a fun distraction, and then A.J. tried to work a bit on a project, but couldn't focus. He had to try to figure out this whole Troy thing.

But the more he thought about it, the more impossible it seemed. Because while he liked what he had with Troy a lot, he didn't think he really wanted the something more that Troy seemed to want. In fact, the only person he could even begin to imagine something like that with was Corey...

But what could he tell Troy? Nothing, apparently, that A.J. wasn't going to say to himself first, because he was sitting there, talking to himself as he tried to figure it out.

"I still need more time, Troy," he tried, then grunted, shaking his head. "Yeah, right, that's only going to work for so..." He tried again. "Okay, so, Troy." He steeled himself to the imaginary image in front of him of his roommate. "You know, like, when they come out with a new flavor of ice cream, and you really like that new flavor, but there's an old classic that you can't stop going back to..."

"Ice cream? What the hell is my fixation with ice cream? Okay, no ice cream. Or maybe...because it's more like you just need time before the new flavor can be like the class-- Ugh, no, that's stupid. So maybe..."

"Paintings. Like modern art versus classical...yeah, there we go..."

A.J. gave another disgusted grunt. "That's stupid, too. God...maybe..."

He was going to be at this for a while probably...

[[ open like an open thing ]]

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
Annette cut her eyes over at him, her hand firm on the bottle, but yes, A.J. could probably take it from her without much of a fight. "What makes you think I'm lying?"

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
"It's rum, it's here, and more importantly it's mine," she said a little defensively. It's not like she was drunk, just starting to feel a very good buzz. But she was going to get drunk if she had her way in this matter. "What subject? I keep asking you about painting and you just keep changing that subject." Annette attempted to bring the bottle to her mouth.

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
She turned to face him, her hand on the bottle, his hand on the bottle, and she didn't know what to think of that. "Does there have to be a reason A.J.? Is there ever a reason for anything sometimes?"

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Feeling his hand move from the bottle really gave her no amount of any kind of satisfaction; it felt nice that he cared, whether she would admit it or not. Probably not since it would serve no purpose. But the feeling was there nonetheless. "I might feel a touch... lonely, A.J.," Annette admitted softly, looking away from his eyes. "And no, god, maybe I shouldn't be saying that. Maybe that's not the right word. I... I just don't know." She looked down at the bottle in her hands. It would be perfect to just drink away the night.

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
She lifted her lashes to see him, but she didn't raise her head. "Really? Cause sometimes I'd just rather not feel the feeling. It's not a good one and... I wouldn't have come up here, bothered you in your thinking, your art planning, A.J." She spoke almost on a whisper, so low and so soft.

"Listen to me carrying on. It's not about me."

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
"I know. I mean I think I know. You are a pretty good dancer," she said, returning his smile and leaning forward, her forehead grazing his. But there was the bottle in her hand and if she didn't drink it, it would go to waste.

"Thanks, A.J., for being here... " Annette's head moved back as she raised her hand to take a drink.

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
Annette looked out over the school grounds again and was silent for the next few moments, considering her thoughts carefully. Probably didn't help that they were a tad rum-induced because what she asked A.J. next was something she wouldn't have otherwise. "A.J? Do you ever think about kissing me?"

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh god, you're right. I'm sorry...geeze," Annette felt so incredibly stupid and she turned from him a bit, hiding her face with her hair because her cheeks were burning. Why would he want to kiss her? Even think about it. Everyone knew she had a boyfriend and to ask a question like that was so stupid. God, she can't believe she did it.

But she wanted to know. She needed to know. It was this feeling, this pull inside of her and she just had to know if he thought the same things she did. And damn if that wasn't wrong...

Her bottle slipped from her fingers and she reached out quickly, trying to grab it before it could crash to the ground below.

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
He was faster than she was -- he pulled her back so that when the bottle fell to the ground and shattered, none of the glass hit her. "I'm okay, A.J," she murmured, feeling the weight of the night pressing her down. She couldn't turn around to face him, just stood there, feeling him close behind her.

"I'm managed to ruin everything about this night and probably just made yours miserable. Dammit."

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
"I can get another one," she said like it meant nothing.

Then she turned around and looked up at him. "I'm sorry for that question. I didn't mean to put you on the spot. I don't need to know what you think about that, especially if you never think about that and...yeah. I probably need rest." Funny how she didn't feel tired at all.

[identity profile] misshargrove.livejournal.com 2007-08-21 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
The rum. She blamed it all on the rum because she raised her hands to settle at his hips, not in any sort of sexy, provocative manner. She just held him lightly and looked up at him, closing her eyes when he pressed a feathery kiss to her brow.

For her, in this moment, it wasn't enough though and when she opened her eyes she searched his. Leaning up, she slowly brought her face towards his and moved to kiss his cheek, it was just more the corner of his mouth...

"I'll go now," she whispered against his skin. Because if she didn't... No. No thinking anymore... "Good night, A.J."

(bed for me! night!)